Why? Why? Why?      
Well I don't know why
that stupid joke of mine
wasn't funny at all
and if you laugh right now
I don't care at all....
that stupid mistake
made me shocked
that hug
was it real?
I'm hugging my pillow
the same
Maybe I was too tired or bored
Maybe it was a moment of a weakness
Of a longing to a softness
To a pure thing
To a touch
To you
......
apparently that was a big mistake