Staring
At nowhere
Haven't eaten for days
Which just passed me by.
Food won't help, won't ever satisfy
My heart and stomach are now united

It is killing
To forever gaze
Haven't seen you for too long
Too long to endure...
I'd travel on to forget my haunting troubles
Yet it comes back at every moment of rest...

I dream of losing
I dream of disasters
Even when awake -
Trapped in rejected nightmares

Starving cold
And my stare turns to a pair of floating eyes
Blindfold,
Your image printed, computed deep inside
I see you when open, I see you when closed
Every blink reminds of the yearning that grows
Even in my dreams there is no pity nor shelter
As even my sanctuary is you, my only love forever...