I'm protecting my heart-
I'm telling him everything but he knows nothing
He's protecting my heart, standing here so afraid of me
Telling me nothing but I know everything.
He's pretending to be someone else who's not afraid and
doesn't care what everybody says
And I feel so naive when I always believe and forgive him
but I truly don't love him.
I've never been in love but I'm not sure I want to have this
feeling
I wanna see the world in a different way, more clearly.
Wish I could turn back time , wish I could act like nothing
really happened
Wish I could listen to the truth. I wanna know what he
means, wanna know everything
Every word, every breath, every song, every laugh, every
kiss, every thought, every fear, every look on his face.
I'm listening to my heart when the sky is getting darker and
no one sees me crying
I'm looking at the time, it's getting late and I'm afraid to
stay like this all by myself forever.
I've never been in love but I'm not sure I want to have this
feeling
Maybe I've been hurt before so I can't let you in, there's
no place for other.
Maybe I was wrong that I let you go
Maybe I was stupid when we were close, but now I know what
it means, now I know everything
And every day I still think of you and I regret for the
things I do
And I apologize if it hurts you cuz I still don't know what
I feel for you.
Wish I could see you again
Wish I could act like nothing really happened.
And I miss you so much. And I still wanna talk

But I have to protect my heart.