Indigo sky, the sun is a blood flower
And the smell of your hair-
Let me go
For I am weary and sick.

Flying straight into the sun
Waiting to be crushed and nothing happens -
I am feeling the hellish warmness of the dawn
But I cannot pass the horizon.

Standing on the shore
Waving to the ships -
I cannot see your face
Because I know you left
Before I even thought of standing here.

I need to cry
Now I am walking into an unconquered land
The land of self healing
Where you teach yourself how to be whole
How to live in peace with your own humanity
This land is inside of me
And it is driving me crazy because this is the only place
That I cannot find.