I've never seen something like it,
The longest shadow ever cast.
And everything was changing too fast,
Is it me or there are things that cannot last?

Going back in mind I can't recall
someone who cared or even known.
Just smiling faces and lying eyes,
Well- they say I never looked hard enough.

I feel like running
I feel like drowning
I feel like crying
but most of all, feel like dying

And even if you'll give me a helping hand
I'd rather spit in your face and chop it off.
Turn away from all this, leave everything behind,
Words and memories cannot make me change my mind.
Something inside believes that you still care
but staying here would only hasten my death.

I feel like trying
but most off all, still feel like dying.