I have to say what's on my mind.

January 1 at 9:14pm
We haven't spoken to each other 3 weeks now. The last sms
you sent was that you didn't want any kind of relationship
with me. You probably thought it was the best for me, but
you saw I wasn't trying to convince you otherwise. I sent
you last night a happy New Year sms hoping you would replay
but you didn't.
Perhaps you thought it would open a window for me to bother
you. You are not in a situation of developing a serious
relationship but you keep dating women in the search for a
one who may capture your heart. I failed doing so, even
though god knows I tried several times. I have to tell you
that I believed you had a kind and gentle soul who has many
values and a lot of knowledge but I guess it was just me
being misled by your charm. I hope the next guy that I meet
we'll make me feel what you made me loose- self dignity and
self esteem.
I wish you will know to appreciate something good when you
see it. Life is shorter then you may realize.
Don't worry I won't disturb you again. Just a small peace of
mind for the New Year. No need to respond.
Ayelet