Lost in a maze of self awareness
Dreaming of haze of ways I could vanquish
These beasts that are hunting my soul
Who is this strange man talking inside my mind?
 How can I hide this agonizing feeling that his right
Losing all of my fights to a self proclaimed martyr
Lecturing about wine and lust

Again I am lost
Running trying to keep up with all those
Beautiful people that are better then me
Looking admiringly at their sparkling faces
Holding their hands not caring about races
Moving in circles of trust  
While I'm cleaning the golden statue because it's starting
to rust

Helplessly lost
Oiling parts I forgot how to use
Must stop this robotic abuse
Staring with foggy eyes in to disappointment
Familiar face and she's whispering silent
Prayers for absolution
Knowing god's final conclusion

I am totally lost
This maze will be the end of me
Surely I must, find a way out of my self
Maybe in some other shell, serenity
Will be my share, resting on a shelf
Counting years instead of sheep
Finding new ways to get bored