Again it's another frustration
No one gives a fuck
Not that it makes any difference whatsoever
I hate this so much!
It's just a motherfucking state of mind
It's nothing real that I can really find
Beat me down, down, beat me down now
A harassing thought that won't ever leave alone
I fucking hate this!
Nothing will erase that!
It's the trash day! Is it not?
Taking, faking, facing, fucking, wanting, tasting, ranting,

washing, bleeding, earning, wasting, telling everyone about
it!
No more!

I just need some care
Even if it's one stare
Is that too much to ask?
Of course it is!
Because no one gives a fuck!

Shut up you selfish son of a bitch!
Take yourself together before I'll kick you in your fucking
face!
Take back your life; they're not out of reach!
Try you to stand alone in this empty space!

Not feeling any better
Just want to blow in
With nothing, not even a last sad excuse
I'm frying!
Now rain, when I need you the most! Where the fuck are you?
Where are you to shut me down?
To leave dead and happy?
To leave me loved!