All the guards of my small heart
are slowly becoming herm
I'm afraid from everyone
to get in there

All my secrets may be found
by the man who let me down
Please let me get my guards
live again...


How could you know that your acts
are making it even worse
How could you know that your words
make me pain


You touch, you hurt, you kiss, you say
how you want me to stay
but all I want and all I pray
be far away...

I'll never fill the same again
I'll never feel such pain
I'll never yell or cry or hate
or love again.