Ok, I cannot help but write this....
I'm thinking of someone else...
I never thought I would.
I miss you so much... all the time...
I used to feel that you adore me,
But it's like when you think something's perfect
and when you look at it closely you see that it is not.
I don't wanna be that ''something'' for you...
I used to hate it when you hugged me all the time
And kept saying how you love being with me,
sleeping with me, talking to me...
I used to feel you don't leave me space for myself.
Now all I have is that space.
You say that you love me, that you hope to marry someday...
All I see is that you never have time to talk anymore
you don't think I'm so  wonderful like you used to...?
I keep thinking you have gotten used to the idea of having
me.So maybe now it's not so exciting anymore...

I just wish...
I'd stop thinking about him.