and I say I am happy
she looks me in the eyes and says
no you're not.
am I just lying to myself?
I cannot see the sun
who said you need the sun to bring you back a smile?
I've got music
I've got art
I've had loved ones
who are simply not around...
oh and it freezes you to the bone
the cold of winter nights
maybe sometimes I do hope to not get up in the morning...