Trying not to write
Sometimes its not that simple
The thoughts they're in my head
Just shout themselves at me
Trying not to scream
Sometimes its not that easy
Holding it inside
Will make me want to cry

Trying not to hope,
Sometimes its like escaping
No hope - no disappointments
Until you catch the lie

Trying not to change
Something I know is stupid,
But fear sometimes just cripples me,
I'll shout to keep it out.

Trying to make a change,
I need some help with that,
Writing and just screaming,
Are sometimes not enough...

So thank you all the bands
that let me scream with you,
And thank you all my friends
That listens as I do,
And thanks to all this posting,
which forces me to write.
Now all I need to do now,
Is (AHHH... I can't really write the kitschy rhyming ending
without making this whole song sound stupid, and miss all
its point to me. so I won't) find my own way out.