your end is not mine
though emotions come close
I'm aware of my actions
and what they might cause
if a brief second of passion
turns my world upside down
then i guess it was never stable
to make me go on

what's life worth if I have no eager
to do a full run
and try to go back
to complete with what I've done

those small pieces that make me one
a puzzle of colors though not for a child
symptoms of problematic connection
accrue to arouse frustration
but I feel no shame
eating the best part straight away

quiet your self
don't resist the upper order
you know you'll regret it
when you're even 1 minute older
it doesn't mean
you're not stepping on a flat line
but keep on walking
where do you draw the line

cravings have potential to exceed the normal
update an old version
if you want to make back-up
I have no regression

those small pieces that never combine
with my later on longing to just be fine
there's no reason to feel guilty
if I have unfulfilled desire in me
and I take on my chance
eating the best part straight away

share my romantic liberation
don't be afraid of being new
it's a club full of unique species
and there's a special room for you
crying out loud is not a sign
for having lack of power
even on a spineless ground
you can grow a flower