before I go to sleep
I take a little sip
of the wine the guests brought
to clear away a thought
that got stuck in my brain
and i didn't invite it in

before I go to sleep
I try to loosen my grip
of the caressing depression within
and let the good dreams begin
changes are to come soon
I have wishes to shine and bloom

this is a good position
to lay to rest
but I'm gonna be awaken up
by another skeptic day
gonna rise fresh and clean
cause if I won't know what to do
then who will

before I step out
I make sure I got it all right
if my head is on my shoulders
and my cell's ready for callers
I can't do it alone
but i can pick up the phone

before I step out
I feel the heaviness of start
if the stinging of end comes across
i kiss it away, put my sunglasses on
cheap excuses are better than none
surely my good day has already begun

this is a good position
to get release
of the contract with myself
to supress my needs
gonna sharply cut and kill
cause then iIve assured my place
in god's will

changes are to come soon
I have wishes to shine and bloom
let me saturate the heat
let me lay on the beach
this is a good position
to get closer to heaven