I'm up here all alone
Guarding at the wasteland
All my thought are rise and shown
The gun is in my hand

For and frost surrounding me
My bones are shivering
Nothing can warm me up
The fingers are getting tighter
Around the gun handle

Should I do it?
What more can I lose?
Should I squeeze the trigger?
Would it be a wise did to do?

The horizons will be no longer Clear for me
I loaded my gun
And pulled the trigger
Aimed towards my head

My ghost watches my bleeding body

Screams, shouts and sobbing
Misery along my beloveds
Oh dear brother
Oh dear mother

"She betray us all!"
I heard you scream
I'm sorry for the sorrow
It was a moment of weakness
I didn't meant to
I'm Sorry!
Please forgive me

Father will protect me
Here in heaven
Thinking of you endlessly
Watching all the time

I won't cause you harm anymore
This I promise...

I will visit in your dreams

Farewell for now
My dear beloveds
I am waiting here in heaven
And will welcome you in open arms