Implosion
Means nothing
Can save you
From the outside
No god
Will come
Out
And make rain

No one is there
Except those
Who are?
Inside
Responsible
By their
Presence
Alone.

Implosion means
That wherever you
Go
You will always
Know
You have no where
To return to
Even if your
Longing
Explodes in your
Heart.

Implosion
Is the opposite
Of Diaspora
But the
Same
As
The loneliness
That blows
Thru your body
When you allow
History
To trespass
Thru you
My country

Is imploding
But my heart
Did it first

I have exiled
The breathe
In my body
No longer personal
But part
Of that human archive
Which one day
Will try
To explain
What happens?
When it does
From the inside
And no god
Will come to
Make rain
Or explain
It all over
Again

31/7/05
Ein karem