Digging in my soul,
In my heart,
In my mind.
I hope that you got what you went there to find.

Now that feelings have surfaced,
I'm facing the slope,
With no chance for redemption,
I pray I can cope.
With all these emotions,
With longings,
Memories, pain,
Will I be able to bury them again?

Behind locks and chains,
Hides a heart that may never dare.
It gets harder to open up,
Harder to care.

Fighting lost battles, same as before...
Attempted self preservation,
Failed,
Once more.