The night was cold, the hour's late and I just stood there,
stood in quiet
I felt the eyes of other watching, but it didn't matter, not
any more
There was a moment that I felt like dying, that moment past
and
Now I know, that's what I needed

I feel totally numb, my feelings are gone
Only one feeling left...
FEELING LIKE HELL!

Quiet mornings hours burning, days are passing and I'm still
standing there
All be my self doing nothing, although there's light out my
eyes are blackened
But the darkness is clear, clearer than brightness I can see
through it all
And I know what I want... I can only imagine what is out
there for me

I feel totally numb, my feelings are gone
Only one feeling left...
FEELING LIKE HELL!

That's it I've had enough, I want it all to stop
God damn it STOP, I can't take it any more
Can't you see I'm tired of all this SHIT!
SOMEONE PLEAS COME HALP ME!

I'm ready, I'm looking at it right now
Am I willing, am I able, is it sharp enough
I guess that's it for me then
I've all ready made up my mind
Good-bye