Thinking of your lips I've been longing to kiss
Memories of a winter that I now so miss
Representing it all by my bleeding fist
My wall, becoming victim through all of this
Shooting stars give way to my inner rage
Bleeding and itching to take front stage
Grasping for my throat as I live in this cage
If my life was a chapter, I'd flip the page
Such dark depressing matters
I'd throw it all away
For love now long forgotten
For my soul now gone astray
I feel I've reached the bottom
Now I only need to climb
Through fears and tears I've gotten
And I haven't got much time
As I go on...
Smiling, sleeping through my nightmare
Tearing, shaking, I know I can't bare
My heart gives way to my deepest care
Fuck me, fuck the world, just make it fair
Blood on my lips is the only cure
Slowly drained away from a soul so pure
You may live forever, when nothing else is sure
Memories last an eternity, showing what we were
Such dark depressing matters
I'd throw it all away
For love now long forgotten
For my soul now gone astray
I feel I've reached the bottom
Now I only need to climb
Through fears and tears I've gotten
And I haven't got much time
As I go on...
I go on no matter how it seems to be
Chaos is worth nothing, if I can't be free
If it weren't so clear, I'd be struggling to see
That I live in the past, and what's become of me
My blood is red coming out anew
Tainting this mirror I no longer see through
I might be lost, but my love is true
Not to the world, not to life, only to you
Such dark depressing matters
I'd throw it all away
For love now long forgotten
For my soul now gone astray
I feel I've reached the bottom
Now I only need to climb
Through fears and tears I've gotten
And I haven't got much time
As I go on...
It's always hard
But I go on... |