She trembles with fear
Of future and past,
Wants to stop this nightmare
By just pressing restart.

All alone
She walks through the void,
Trying to make sence of
What used to be her world.

Trying to get to an oasis of oblivion
She walks the desert of despair.
This she tried before
And surly again will fail.

Craves for forgiveness
For an unknown sin,
She tries to push away
The filthiness within.

Alone to herself she asks why,
For there must be a reason.
She thinks her stupidity
Landed her in this prison.

Poisoning her body
He just went on and on...
Poisoning her mind -
Was a fault of her own!

She could have make it stop
By just a little more resistance,
Instead she learned to except the pain
Now it's part of her existence.