I thought that somehow I could reach to your mind,
But maybe I still have this fucking fear that doesn't leave
My sole
I thought that I was stronger than your heart
But I see that nobody can control it, even you,
Even anyone in this world.
I thought that massages can change this world,
But I was so wrong...
I tried acting like a god,
But nobody can even dream about the big responsibility
And power.

I just wanted you to have a contact with me,
But I'm not god and I'm not a great spirit,
I'm not a heroine and even not a person that can change
something big.
I'm just a human being,
I'm just a little child that wanted to talk
with her biggest love and didn't have the courage,
and I just love you and hope that somehow,
The shadow of my heart will make your heart beating too.
I'm just a woman in love.



4.12.2004