You can hit me, you can hug me
But it wouldn't be the same
You can give me all the attention
But you could never go back again

To be in one place but to feel in another
To feel alone even when you're with others
To dream about love and living
And wake to this life and this bloody feeling

It makes you turn
The right to wrong
And all you can say
That this is okay

I can't even cry
Even when I'm alone
Just staring at my wall
I can only think that I can't go on

I can't control my feelings
I could never be open again
I can't control my thoughts
And I'm already lost in my game