This feeling is sealed inside of my heart
I'm so fucking stupid, don't know where to start

I wanted you then and you ripped me apart
And yet I still want you, isn't that smart?

I just can't forget you, I'm not really truing
I think about you and then I can't stop smiling

Maybe I'm dumb but I don't really show
Or maybe just hopeless, but we'll never know  

Maybe I want you or want you to want me
But deep within me I can't really see

It's so dark inside, I can't see my soul
I'm really lost, this can't be your goal?

I want us to talk and you to confess
Was this what you wanted, all of this mess?

Of course it wasn't and you don't have a clue
It's just me who's miserable now that we're thru

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