I'M BEING TORN APART
I'M CRAWLING ON THE CEILING
I'M PULLING MY HAIR OUT BY THE ROOTS
MY HEAD IS FULL OF BLOOD
MY BRAIN IS SWIMMING IN IT
I'M IN HELL
IN MY OWN LITTLE CORNER
OF THE DISCO
RIGHT NEXT TO THE SPEAKERS
WHERE THE MUSIC IS TOO LOUD
WHERE I CAN'T HEAR MYSELF THINK
I LIKE THAT
THE PAIN MOMENTARILY OBSCURED
THE FEAR
THAT JILTED FEELING THAT COMES
WITH NOT BELONGING
ALL DROWNED OUT BY THE NOISE
AND SLURRED BY THE ALCOHOL
ALL THAT REMAINS
IS THE ADRENALINE
SO I MOVE
I SHAKE
I WATCH THE ASSES JUMP ALL AROUND ME
I WATCH THESE HUNKS OF FLESH
AND BLOOD
PRETEND TO BE ALIVE AND KICKING.
THEM OR ME
OR US
IRRELEVANT
WE SERVE OUR PURPOSE
WE GENERATE THE ENERGY
NECCESARY TO PROPEL THESE TURBINES
TO MOVE THIS MACHINE
THIS GETAWAY CAR
ONWARD AND UPWARD
FARTHER AND FARTHER AWAY
ANYWHERE, NOWHERE
IT SERVES IT'S PURPOSE
IT TAKES IT'S TOLL
IT EATS YOUR SOUL
IT FEEDS THE HOLE
IT WRESTS CONTROL
FROM YOU
AND THUS FREES YOU
TO PERSUE DISTRACTIONS
TO ABANDON ALL HOPE OR CARE
SO GIVE ME ANOTHER STIFF ONE
AND MAKE IT A DOUBLE
'CAUSE I'M GONNA JUMP ON THE DEATH RAFT
WHERE SINS ARE VIRTUE
WHERE THE ENDS ALWAYS JUSTIFY THE MEANS
WHERE ANYTHING AND ANYONE GOES ANYWHERE ANYTIME
DRINK AWAY
DANCE AWAY
SNORT AWAY
FUCK AWAY
FIGHT AWAY
RAPE AWAY
ALL THOSE PAINFUL FEELINGS
DANCING ALONG
SPEEDING ALONG
CONCENTRATING HARD
LEAVING BLOOD ALL AROUND ME
IN TIME WITH THE DOPE BEATS
IN LINE WITH THE DOPE BEASTS
JUST TO GET AWAY
TO NUMB ME
OH DISCO GOD
TAKE ME AWAY
PULL ME OUT OF THIS TRAINWRECK
AND MAKE ME SOMEONE ELSE
ANYONE ELSE
JUST FOR NOW
I WANT TO FEEL LIKE I'M BREATHING AIR
NOT SLUDGE
I WANT MY LUNGS TO BURN
I WANT TO DROWN
(OUT)
THIS SELF OF MINE
I HATE SO MUCH
JUST MAKE ME DISSAPEAR
AND THEN SHE'S LOOKING AT ME
OUR EYES MEET
I FEEL RIGHT
SO DOES SHE
I CAN TELL
TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE
WE GO QUICKLY FROM BATHROOM DOOR
TO NEAREST STALL
AND GET ME IN HER
QUICKLY
BEFORE WE NOTICE
THE TURD FLOATING IN THE TOILET BENEATH US
QUICKLY BEFORE THE THOUGHTS COME
TO FILL THE VOID THE MUSIC LEFT
AND WE JUST BARELY MADE IT
ALL THOSE WALKING DEAD THINGS
COME TO DRAG ME BACK TO MY SENSES
JUST BARELY HELD AT BAY
GOOD
HAD THEY COME
I COULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN HARD
WE FUCK
WE COME
WE CLEAN
WE LEAVE
WE NEVER SAY A WORD
WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER
WERE PASSING TIME
WERE KEEPING BUSY
JUST DON'T DISTURB
KEEP OUT AND AWAY
LET THE END FIND US UNAWARE
AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT US
WE'LL PLEAD THE FIFTH
WE NEVER HAD TIME TO NOTICE
WE WERE TOO BUSY HAVING FUN