First breath (the really first thing), first sight (that I
already forgot), second breath ( I won't write them any
more...),  first crawl (important), first word (maybe even
sentence), first step (very important) , first friend (real
one I mean), first jealousy (because of a toy), first day in
school (with parents, brother and flowers - the right way
for a future genius),   first snow/rain (probably had impact
on me),  first book (Watership Down by Richard Addams - read
it), first beating (and the last so far - by a girl), first
kiss (no comment - it was just wierd), first real
disappointment (not related to the kiss), first culture
shock (the warm Israeli people), first encounter with
stapler (bloody mess - literally), first dead friend (as bad
as it sounds), first realization of being different from
others (not in the gay way), first attempt to write (didn't
go well), first masturbation (among the things you shouldn't
share , I think), first day in the university (with the
realization of myself not being a genius), first dialog with
her / first step toward the happy days (didn't see the
beauty of it), first feelings -  love / hate / the world
greatest despair / change the whole world / suicide
thoughts.

20 years of NOTHING and one year of EVERYTHING.

To be continued ( in less than 20 years)

By the way you didn't miss it - no drugs no wild sex, this
kind of people still exists!