And she went to the toilet,
And the fingers went deep in her throat.
And she made herself sick.
And she threw up the entire pack of cheetos she finished
gulping 5 minutes ago, and a bit of lettuce from lunch too.
And the tears forced down her cheeks, a reflex of
throwing-up.
And she felt a little faint,
And she felt a little better.
And mostly she felt really bad for giving in to her binging
self.
And most of all she felt really bad for giving in to her
binging self's bulimic friend.
And she went into the bathroom.
And she turned on the tap at its strongest.
And she splashed the water on her face, and drank a lot.
And she brushed her teeth,
And then she went and fixed her make-up.
And she went out of the appartment,
And she locked the door.
And she forgot about it all, like it never happened.