mommy, when i went to school today,
the kids all laughed and stared.
they made fun of my clothes, mommy
and the way i wore my hair.

i asked them if they would stop, mommy,
i begged, and pleaded and cried.
but it only made them laugh harder, mommy,
it was tearing me up inside.

i tried to answer a questionin math, mommy
but i got it wrong.
they told me i was stupid, mommy,
the told me i was dumb.

why is this happening to me, mommy?
did i do something bad?
why do they treat me like this , mommy?
why am i always so sad?

why can't they understand  , mommy,
that i have feelings too?
what do they abuse me , mommy?
why do they think it's cool?

i can't take it anymore , mommy.
it's gone on way to long.
they treat me like i'm different , mommy,
they say o don't belong.

the pills are in my pocket , mommy,
i wonder if this will work,
i hope that i'll die quickly , mommy.
i hope it doesn't hurt.

please don't feel guilty mommy,
tell daddy that it's not his fault,
please tell my big brothers , mommy
that they helped me out a lot.

i'm sorry , i must go now, mommy,
i'v taken all the pills.
i'm starting to get dizzy , mommy.
i'm starting to feel ill.

please pray for me , mommy.
pray that angels will take me away.
please ask god a favor , mommy,
that with him i always will stay.

i'll miss you a lot , mommy
i'll miss dad and my brothers too.
i want all of you to know , mommy
that im sorry , and i love u.


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