My head explodes
Can't take it anymore
"Don't believe in love" -
One side says
The other is stuck in the past
Wants to be blind
'Cause it thinks I was happy

It thinks I liked her
It thinks I wanted her
'Cause I felt it,like her
But she's gone
And I knew it won't last that long

This optimist side
Wants to destroy me
But I can't let it
I've changed!!!
Need to let go the past
To forget about him
Forget about her
It was another illusion
Another dream

Dreams can make you think
You feel better
But they will be shattered
Will make me cry
Make me burn with pain
Make me die

And I'm dead
I've been dead for so long
Each time I'm dying again
Like I've got so many
Immortal souls
But each soul that dies
Makes me stronger

So now I wait to be strong enough
Strong enough to not fall apart
Not to break into two
I want to let go the past
To be alone and strong
I know it's the only way
Alone In The Dark...


(was written in 31.3.04)