Thinking of thoughts
Which shouldn't be heard
My life in this world
It's just a waste
I wish someone could kill me
Cause I don't have the guts'
Wish my soul won't be here anymore
Cause my soul won't realize itself here'
It won't realize itself forever

Thinking of thoughts
Which shouldn't be heard
That I'm not afraid to die
On this very day
Cause I've got nothing to lose'
On this ugly world
In these meaningless life

Thinking of thoughts
Which shouldn't be heard
Which will remain locked inside forever
Cause I can't hurt myself'
Although the pain is burning in my soul
So it will keep burning forever
And my thoughts
Which I'll keep thinking
Will never be heard...


(was written on 5.11.03)