It all disappeared at once,
Like life that was taken by a shotgun.
It all turned to ash
Can't look, got blind from the shinning sun.

I'm searching for my lost love
Where is this feeling?
I'm searching for my god
But god has no meaning.

Bring your peace and together we'll kill war,
It's like a fashion statement.
Bring yours and I'll bring mine.
And forget about the payment.

I don't really mean it!
I'm a secret lady!
I'm a foolish joker,
Who's writing badly.

It all reborn at once,
A new season came to town.
We all were becoming one,
As my mental health was going down.

I don't even want it,
But it isn't a load of crap.
I'm hiding behind my laugh.
I said I love you,
But still it's not enough.