there is a sun over the mountains
and it's running from the smile of the moon
mother and father are no longer here
it's dark outside and it's dark in the inside to
what can i do?
i take a knife by the hand
try to cut my old friend
the tears in my eyes start to fall
like so many times before
the voice in my head tells me to die
i accept the pain and start to cry

look at you, you're crying again
i leave you for a minute and you're going insane
take the drugs that someone told you to take
you're not the real thing, you'er just a fake

but i'm a good man, just not good enough
i live in a cage, i cannot stay
i want to fly like a bird of prey
maybe then i will see that life is beautiful
maybe then i will see that you are beautiful
but you are not here, the saddest eyes i have ever seen
it's me against me, i cannot fight this man
help me god if you are in the sky
help me satan i want to die
i look at myself and then i think
that my boat is about to sink
there's no dry land so i sail
you think it's heaven, i think it's hell
there's no escape from this prison cell
you don't love your self, i know you too well

look at you, you're crying again
i leave you for a minute and you're going insane
take the drugs that someone told you to take
you're not the real thing, you'er just a fake

go to bed, i said to myself
you've been through enough, put the knife on the shelf
tomorrow is a new day, the sun will rise
but night will come again, it's no surprise
be ready