I died today

Darkness wraps me once more
I can feel it all around me
It's coming out of my own mouth
Out of my own soul

This storm of feelings
Feelings I once kept for myself
After releasing them, they turned against me
They changed me
I feel like a low-life after this
I feel so bad
Losing what was
And still is
Very precious to me.

It is good knowing there is a shoulder left to cry on
It is bad that I've lost one of my only two

I don't know myself anymore

There is a little voice in my head that keeps saying:
I told you so...
I told you so...
I told you so...
And it's repeating itself over and over
Again and again
I'm trying to shut it off, but it goes on and on

I don't know if she ever forgives me
I don't know if l'm ever able to face her once more
The only thing I do know is:

My angel died today...
Someone did come...
Someone did care.

I died along with my angel

There is no "I"