I'm falling apart inside,
feeling horrible,
my weakness to you is overwhelming,
if you could only witness the burden,
the weight on my heart,
it makes me cry,
makes me fall on my knees and scream why! oh why?

But then, comes a moment,
a moment where everything becomes clear,
the bluntness fades away,
and you are near,
my redemption,
my salvation,
my love,
my weakness,
the burden is no more,
the weight has been lifted,
your smile emits light,
and then the world becomes bright,
vanilla sky high above with a rainbow and snow-white
clouds,
everything seems right,
you are here with me and the world is full of light,
I wish that this moment could last longer than it might.

Suddenly, everything falls apart,
everything becomes dark,
everything turns out unright,
your smile is gone,
you fade away,
I stand alone,
awake from a dream,
a shudder grasps me,
I'm on my knees again,
trembling in a pool of my own tears,
staring at my own reflection, filled with desperation.