I need a cure to remind me
Why I'm not really well
One pill to remember
One more
To forget
Overriding this habit
Tears a hole in my mind
Try and dig even deeper
Who knows
What you might find?


So you think I should call you?
Not sure really why
Some things
I can make up
Otherwise I just sigh

I am roaming the city
In search of a sight
Or a sound
That would keep me
From spiraling down

This is why I can't close my eyes
All my dreams are fake reality breakdowns

I dream of an island
Long coast with white sand
No people around me
Meanwhile
I pretend

I am taking a deep breath
As I open my eyes
I know
I'll regret this
Don't know for how long

This is why I can't close my eyes
All my dreams are fake reality breakdowns