i spoke though i wasnt being heard
i was there but i wasnt being noticed
maybe i wasnt really there
maybe you just dont care

whispering you love me while fading into me
seems like the perfect picture
but only in a memory

i want a positive reaction
i want to get some effection
i want to taste of what i want
since today i dont doubt it wont

im trying to be strong
starting to feel belong
i know its not easy
i know the way if rough
just dont say im not trying hard enough

im trying to curb myself
getting all the pieces together
grtting rid of hypocricy and selfishness
never say never

filling the emptyness with my home-made cure
today im confident, i feel secure
traded hate with create

today i ended up destroying
stopped the pain from growing
covering with truth like there were no lies
still afraid of the sun
but today im going to let it rise

im afraid you will be gone
by the time my puzzle will be done

i know its just the start
yet
unlike the sun
my rise wont set