i lack it, lack the normality,
i scream up to the sky,
i smile, and i die,
because you wouldn't care,
because i wouldn't dare,
i could never light your flare.
i watch you both, and cry down,
watch you both, and my face frown,
you make me feel so bad,
sometimes just wishing to be dead,
i can never forget you, my love,
i felt we fit like a glove,
but you don't share this thought,
you see another picture,
you don't see me in your mirror,
you love another, and not me,
you will not be the one, who sets me free,
afraid of speaking more, on the subject,
you just say dont, and stop,
making me feel like a drop,
of water, falling silently down on the ground,
that can never be found,
yet you keep an open door,
for yourself,
always acting as if, deaf,
you want me to be your best friend,
you just can't understand,
you keep away whats hard for you,
a queen of spiders, slaying another,
another boy goes home crying,
to blame, his mother and father,
a queen of evil, a killing angle,
swarming down on every innonect,
a dead trace of victims behind her,
lusts for sorrow,
and i can't see tommorrow,
blinded me, in my stupidiy,
killed me, for i am naive,
when i talk too much,
you ask me to leave,
but i, i am too weak to just walk away,
i will never leave, not tommorrow, not today.