leave earth
I'll stay here orbiting myself
and waiting
for your unreal return into my time.
Go quick
aimed to this high and far-away shiny new position
in the order of the glory
like them all.
I'll stay here running over threw
my childish happy history again
I never even wanted
growing up at all.
You send me pictures
from the new reality above ahead
I wonder if I'll get there sometime in my life.
mean while I'm writing fucking
song about my misery
pitiful and lonely demeaned to stay behind.
My chances drown in toilet
hand in hand with virtual uncried tears
to start a healthy new relationship like all
the other you.