hidden tears    

There something in my stomach
I cant explain
There is something on my heart
Hurts like hell
Theres a deep hole that I cant
Get out of
And when someone try to help me
I just sink more and more

No one understands
How a tear can hide under a smile
No one understans
How much torture there is inside
Just you who know me
You who put me in that hole
Without even know
That is you I love so

You didn't see it in my eyes
You didn't hear it in my laughter
You didn't notice through my tears
Cause you only want the laughers
You leave the sadness to me
So that for you it would be easy
And I carry on and smile
with hidden tears
That I keep inside for someday maybe
I wont have enough

And then you look at me
With a perfect smile
And I look at you
with bare tears in my eyes
As im climbing the mountain
that is far from You
to get to a better place
than I was
when I met you.