God, thy will is hard!
Why torment you thy son?
Why would you curse me with such fate?
There must be reason to my thoughts and feelings!
But is it part of some immense design?
Or is this nothing more then just a small mistake?
should I interpret this chaotic mix of my emotions?
Or should I simply choose my own path into damnation?
For if I walk by path of love,
My fear shall overcome me -
And if of fear I flee from love,
Then lonely death shall be my part.
The chance that's left from here is one,
Its that of admiration,
But even though There fear fast fails,
there love does not prevail.
And from this path I too must stray,
Now that my heart - is torn beyond repair,
I my decision now must make:
So turneth I to you, my goddess,
For my request not even god can grant!
All that I ask of you is guidance,
What path will bid you here to me?
Please tell me this, and answer swift, for I shall thee
obey.