If you weren't that girl that everybody hated I probably
wouldn't feel like the way I do,
If you weren't the black sheep it probably would have looked
different
If I wasn't that caring, I'd probably have ignored your
helping call.
Stop that crying
You know you don't really deserve that sympathy

I've tried to talk to you calmly
After I've regreted something I've done in the past.
I've tried to solve this problem
But you wanted to make this problem even worse than it was.

My hand's shaking,
I'm about to cry.
I feel sorry for you,
And in the same breath I hope you'll die
I don't know why I still care.
This damn fight should have ended long time ago
But no-
You've pulled it as much as you could
Now it's time to solve it in my way-
Let's talk like adults.

I really  am not sorry
It is suppose to look natural to you
Like it's suppose to look like for every average human.
I wanted to keep you happy
(I really did)
I wanted you to smile, even for a while.
But instead, you took my words and made them a knife
I refuse to take the blame,
I refuse to be ashamed,
This time it's not an ego problem of mine,
This time it's your own fault.